My mind is racing with thoughts I may never share, questioning, reassesing the Ideas, the seeds you placed there.Certain of the uncertainties that lie within my path, uncertain of the certainty that anything could possibly last.

Yes, I want to stare into bottomless baby brown eyes

Yes, I am curious of what lay between chisled thighs

Yes, I want to be held secure in a strong embrace

Yes, I want more than just the voice, I want to see the face.

No, I dont want to get hurt because I went past a casual like

No, I dont want to wake smiling because of a conversation that lasted all night

I sit at work and watch the clock, my life goes by with each tick, each tock. Am I subconscously, unconsciously wanting that which is not, can not and will not Be? Am I willingly walking into insanity? What will become of me?

In my minds eye I see him, He exudes confidence and speaks with exuberance. He commands attention when he walks in the door, he is all of this and more. Caramel complected confection of delight, comedian by day, passionate thru the night. Chinky eyed and full lips, broad shoulders set atop firm hips, I could kiss a trail of fire down that spine, till the only name remembered would be mine, and that which beats beneath his chest I would posses...but I digress, what my lips won't say, my pen will often confess.

Sitting behind this desk, my fingers itch to send a text and then suddenly I am vext, who is this self rightous adonis that would lay claim to my parts? Hungrily devouring it all, but leaving untouched my heart? Will I yield, give in, succomb? Let my self go to passions final throws?

I say NO...Yes...No....yes...no...maybe...

Infatuation or Insanity? The outcome is still unknown to me

Tempt Fate or pray this is Destiny?